.future.

i always hear people say that they will only settle down when they can see their future together. what if your future with the special someone is uncertain and bleak? you can foresee yourself getting worried and anxious almost everyday. will you still say yes? i just read the time traveler's wife.

a plot that i have never read before. jiefang had warned me beforehand that there will be many deaths towards the end of the book. actually only 2 characters died. that isnt many right? i vaguely remembered one of my friends who had read the book cried after reading it. true enough, i was close to tears when the main character died. rare to see me cry over a book right? i did not want him to go. i wanted him to stay with his family. even if he time traveled, he could still be with his family here and now sometimes. separation is definitely better than death.

i was influenced by my dad this afternoon. he spent the whole afternoon to spring clean the whole kitchen. he did everything by himself because i refused to help him. haha... no fear, my dad is a wonder dad. so i went back to my room and started to spring clean my room a little bit too. i went to the darkest corners in my room and realised how much dust i had accumulated over the years. i threw away many things. (how could you bear to throw them away? arent they of any sentimental value? watever!) i felt so much happier when one of the 4 corners was cleared. yeah!!! besides having a cleaner corner, i have a nose that leaks every single minute now. argh!!! i have a sensitive nose. so the dust has successfully irritated my nose and i am sneezing and blowing away until now. =(

have a better day tomorrow!

"here and now"